There are things in life which you just do, you have no idea why u do it, but u jus do it, cus it feels right. I guess thats wad I see in architecture i suppse. My parents never understood why each time we went travelling I insist on visiting churches and i SERIOUSly take pictures of buildings. Its beautiful, it jus blows you away. Esp churches in India, the glass paintings are sublime. Of course, nothings beats those in Europe i sppse. Gothic Cathedrals with those gargoyles guarding the entrance. well, those are reserved under my "world travel" plan. haha.
Wldnt it be wonderful if we could all do wad we long to do, instead of settling fer something pragmatic? Yep. I'm proud of those who pursue their line of interest, without the cash or borders barrier. It demonstrates strength of character to plunge into the unknown. As they say, follow the road that is least travelled and u emerge victorious. As I was surfin some of the European uni websites, I jus wished, so fervently wished, I had been born elsewhere where options are not brought upon like an iron hand. Where your education is not shaped by schemes initiated by the govt( remem those labour-intensive, knowledge based econ....), you're not jus a pawn in their game but respected as an individual.
Okay. lets get back to the book.
I feel so much more relieved that I'm able to answer deep-seated questions that I had failed to address. Like how I visit the Catholic church tho I'm hindu. Like i mentioned earlier, they're always some things which u intuitively feel ARE right, but u jus cant concur with the right explanation and once u DO hit a conceivable reasoning, u feel a remarkable sense of completion. Its like pieces of jigsaws falling together and u recognize the final picture.
Sometimes, you feel like there's a greater sense of purpose awaiting you. Yet, you feel hollow. incomplete. And in time, u know everything wld be answered. In the mean time, you jus wait.
Like they say, maybe its jus a woman's intuition. Or maybe its jus hope.
and so her story is told@ 8:03 PM
